I am truly heartbroken and at a loss for words. My heart is certainly aching like never before. Our precious Jaxton is now with Jesus. I don’t have a lot to say as I am still processing my son no longer being here with us. We’d like every one to know how appreciative we are [...]
Posts Tagged ‘GOD’
22 Feb
Dear Jaxton… {We get to meet you tomorrow}
Dear Jaxton, The time we have been waiting for will finally be here tomorrow. Words can not express how excited I am to see you, meet you, hold you, love you. I am so proud of you already. For just your existence has changed the world. What a legacy to start your life with! We have [...]
21 Feb
{Being Jaxton’s Dad} by Josh Husmann
Lisa asked me to make a guest post on her blog. I feel honored. I know thousands of you read her story from around the world. She would like me to bare my soul for you on what it’s been like for me during the pregnancy and everything we’ve been through. I’ll be honest, that’s [...]
5 Feb
God, There’s not much more I can take
Hello VANDERBUILT UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER in Nashville, Tennessee! I’ve been told that the doctors and nurses at this medical office check my blog. What pressure it is when I actually think beyond just me typing what goes on in my brain to what other people think. Let me tell you about our day on Friday… I [...]
1 Feb
{36 weeks}
It’s amazing how far I have come in my journey. At one time: a day wouldn’t go by with out rivers of tears pouring from my eyes, going to bed with massive migraines, being addicted to Google and sad youtube videos. I couldn’t even hear the song “You Give and Take Away” without being upset, [...]
29 Dec
31 weeks
You’re 31 weeks now. 8 more weeks to go. That’s only 56 days. Every night since December 7th I have been sleeping with a blanket that I eventually plan on wrapping you in while in the hospital. I want my scent, my love and my hope around you always. You and I will have matching [...]
11 Dec
GOD IS GOOD!
Ok, so you are totally going to LOVE this story. If you have been following my blog for any length of time you know I have been up and down with God. Finally last week I gave it all to him which you can read in my last blog post. Here is a picture of [...]
8 Dec
My 10/10 moment … 28 week Ultrasound!
10 weeks ago we found out about Jaxton’s conditions: Trisomy 13, Holoprosencephaly, Omphalocele, Single Artery Umbilical. It was a perfectly planned pregnancy up until that point. 10 weeks from now our lives will be completely changed forever. This is me purposefully surrendering my heart, life and Jaxton for the next 10 weeks. Lately I [...]
1 Dec
Jaxton is 27 weeks today! … SNOW!!!
Jaxton, I know you are a special boy, but God wanted to celebrate your 27 weeks extra special… Your first SNOW!!! That’s so awesome! We are thinking about you all the time. Especially me. You are moving more now and I love being able to feel you and try to guess if it was an [...]
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